1
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[chuckles]

2
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When someone's that secretive
about their phone,

3
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it's got to be either porn or a job offer.

4
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Well, it's porn. It's totally porn.

5
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[snaps fingers] It <i>is</i> a job offer.

6
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Come on. From where?

7
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[chuckles]

8
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Somewhere exotic?

9
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Come on, spill.

10
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It's from my old hospital back in Detroit.

11
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And I guess it's exotic in its own way.

12
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Nice! So it takes you back
to old friends and family...

13
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That'd great, huh?

14
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Yeah, my sister did just have twins.

15
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Aww.

16
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And the hospital's offering

17
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to back the money truck up for me, so...

18
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So the upside's pretty obvious.

19
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What's the downside?

20
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I... I kind of...

21
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I kind of like it here, you know?

22
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I think maybe I should stay.

23
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[cellphone vibrates]
Give this place
a real chance.

24
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Right. I'm needed in the trauma bay.

25
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But maybe you could tell me later

26
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what's the real reason keeping you here.

27
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Or whom. Hmm?

28
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Thank you for the coffee.

29
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Hey, Manny. It's Alex.

30
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Maybe you started your shift already.

31
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I just... I wanted to call to tell you

32
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that I'm sorry that I didn't
say goodbye before I left.

33
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Things have just been crazy
with my mom and everything,

34
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and I just...

35
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I needed some space.

36
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Anyway, I am coming back tonight,

37
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so if you want to,

38
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let's meet after your shift and we can talk.

39
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[thud] Martha: Oh!

40
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- Mom?
- Ohh!

41
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Oh, my God. Are you okay?

42
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- I'm fine.
- [sighs]

43
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I'm fine! It's...

44
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Ugh, it's my own fault

45
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for trying to move
the damn thing by myself.

46
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- Well, are you hurt?
- No.

47
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Oh, it's... the balance
in this room is all off.

48
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I mean, you can just feel it.

49
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- Well, you need to be more careful.
- [sighs]

50
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Well, if somebody

51
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had cleaned the living room
before like I asked.

52
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Right.

53
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You've been leaving out your papers.

54
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What is this?

55
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Sunny Pines, Manor on the Glen?

56
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- These are palliative care facilities.
- Oh!

57
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I left them out for you, remember?

58
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You... You didn't look at them, did you?

59
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Okay, well, we have
appointments to see them.

60
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When we get back to town,

61
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we need to find ones that you'll like.

62
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No! No, I can't do that.

63
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I... I've got too much to do.

64
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This place is a sty.

65
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No, t-this place is spotless.

66
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[sighs]
Well, if you think that Nick Murphy

67
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isn't gonna judge me for rings on the tables

68
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or dust on the walls,

69
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then you're not gonna be the help to me

70
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that you said you were gonna be.

71
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Okay, I am sorry, Mom.

72
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Who is Nick Murphy?

73
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The real estate agent.

74
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Alex, he's coming to appraise the house.

75
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I told you.

76
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I'm selling it.

77
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Can't I stay just a bit longer?

78
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I don't know how many more ways
I can tell you this, Blake,

79
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but you are dead.

80
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Saw my body on this table.
I totally get that.

81
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But what I'm saying is

82
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why can't I just chill here
a little while longer?

83
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Do whatever you want.

84
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But I can't be talking to you
anymore because I am busy!

85
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Don't make me follow you home.

86
00:03:01,041 --> 00:03:02,542
You...

87
00:03:03,844 --> 00:03:05,979
Does that shelf look level to you?

88
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Wouldn't it fall over if it wasn't?

89
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Hmm.

90
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Not on my watch.

91
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Dr. Harris.

92
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Um, I was wondering
if we could have a little chat,

93
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Chief to Chief.

94
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You mean Interim Chief to Interim Chief?

95
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Nobody listens to me.

96
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Every resident rotation,
every surgery I assign...

97
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Yeah, well, that's... heavy lies the crown.

98
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Such a heavy crown.

99
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- Mm.
- It's hard enough proving

100
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that I deserve the permanent chiefship,

101
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but how do you lead
when no one respects you?

102
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Well, you went from friend
to boss overnight,

103
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so it's not gonna happen right away.

104
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Why, you're not thinking
about stepping down, are you?

105
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No!

106
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Wait. Should I? No.

107
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[cellphone vibrates, elevator bell dings]

108
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I am the most qualified.
Dr. Bell even said so.

109
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Yeah, well... Oh, look!

110
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Incoming trauma. Huh.

111
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We will talk about this later.

112
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Right... Chief?

113
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I need you.

114
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Uh, can you be more specific
and less kidnappy, please?

115
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I'm on rounds.

116
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I have an OB admission,
but she won't let me examine her

117
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or Dr. Rosen, who's on call.

118
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She wants a woman.

119
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Actually, Dr. Lin, she wants you.

120
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Mrs. Friedman, Dr. Lin.

121
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Thank you for your time, Dr. Scott.

122
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Okay, Mrs. Friedman,
I see you're 14 weeks pregnant

123
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and receiving chemotherapy
for ovarian cancer.

124
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Tumor showed up in my ultrasound.

125
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I was supposed to have surgery,
but it already spread.

126
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They backed off and biopsied.

127
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Stage 2.

128
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She's been on mild chemo to control growth

129
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till the baby's viable.

130
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It sounds like a plan.

131
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Why you'd move from
Summer Hill Memorial to see me?

132
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Your cancer study.

133
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My sister's a doctor. She told me about it.

134
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I want to enroll, Dr. Lin.

135
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May I ask who your sister is?

136
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[groans]

137
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The pain's worse.

138
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It's just a wave. A-A bad one.

139
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Okay. Keep breathing slow.

140
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I am!

141
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Slower, Rivka. Slow down.

142
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♪

143
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[alarms beeping]

144
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Hey.

145
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We got a John Doe, possible transient.

146
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Decided to go for a stroll
in a subway tunnel.

147
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Poor guy. Was he living down there?

148
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Unclear. Definite thoracic trauma.

149
00:05:02,430 --> 00:05:03,830
Left tibia's broken in two places

150
00:05:03,832 --> 00:05:04,897
and likely pelvic fracture.

151
00:05:04,899 --> 00:05:05,965
Yeah, internal injuries,

152
00:05:05,967 --> 00:05:08,234
but no major bleeding I can see so far.

153
00:05:09,837 --> 00:05:11,304
Okay, he needs an MRI right away.

154
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His pupils are sluggish.
This could be a brain bleed.

155
00:05:13,541 --> 00:05:15,274
All right, Dr. Hamza's got dibs.

156
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Let's get him up to imaging. Let's go!

157
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Oh.

158
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In the meantime,
you better take a look at this.

159
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I found it in his pocket.

160
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[indistinct announcement over P.A.]

161
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[gasps] Impressive, Dr. Sekara.

162
00:05:52,064 --> 00:05:54,031
I didn't master
sleeping while standing up

163
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until third year.

164
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You don't mind, do you?

165
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Bold move.

166
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I should put you on abscess duty.

167
00:06:01,406 --> 00:06:02,973
Hey, hey. Be cool. I can't deal right now.

168
00:06:02,975 --> 00:06:04,008
What?

169
00:06:05,243 --> 00:06:06,677
Nurse Cabrera.

170
00:06:06,679 --> 00:06:08,545
Dr. Miller.

171
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Is Dr. Sekara around?

172
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Uh, last I saw,

173
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I think he was in the middle
of a fairly dramatic enema.

174
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Oh. Should I interrupt?

175
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Probably not.

176
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I got it.

177
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Here you go.

178
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Tell him I'm looking for him.

179
00:06:32,470 --> 00:06:33,904
[sighs]

180
00:06:33,906 --> 00:06:35,105
We've been, uh [clears throat]

181
00:06:35,107 --> 00:06:38,809
dating a few weeks now, and, uh...

182
00:06:38,811 --> 00:06:39,977
I can't keep up.

183
00:06:39,979 --> 00:06:41,979
If we're not on a shift,
we're on a dance floor.

184
00:06:41,981 --> 00:06:43,614
I don't know how she does it.

185
00:06:43,616 --> 00:06:44,815
I'm sorry. You're complaining?

186
00:06:44,817 --> 00:06:46,250
Wilfred: Hey, hey, hey, hey. Screw off!

187
00:06:46,252 --> 00:06:47,851
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Come on.

188
00:06:47,853 --> 00:06:49,453
- The line for this club is...
- You can't... You can't come in here.

189
00:06:49,455 --> 00:06:51,055
- What are you, the boun...
- You're not supposed to come in here.

190
00:06:51,057 --> 00:06:52,690
What are you, the bouncer?

191
00:06:52,692 --> 00:06:53,891
I'll have a double vodka.

192
00:06:53,893 --> 00:06:55,159
He said he was having chest pains.

193
00:06:55,161 --> 00:06:56,593
[slurred]
Just leave me with the bartender.

194
00:06:56,595 --> 00:06:58,195
Sir, it's 9:30 A.M.

195
00:06:58,197 --> 00:07:00,130
Well, then, to Kensington then, my man!

196
00:07:00,132 --> 00:07:03,334
The after-hours bars are calling my name.

197
00:07:03,336 --> 00:07:04,635
Look, I don't know this guy,

198
00:07:04,637 --> 00:07:05,769
but 20 minutes ago,

199
00:07:05,771 --> 00:07:08,272
he said he was dying in the back of my cab.

200
00:07:08,274 --> 00:07:09,640
This is for the cab,

201
00:07:09,642 --> 00:07:11,308
and this is for the gyro
you dumped in my back seat.

202
00:07:11,310 --> 00:07:12,977
Hey, hey, hey. Wait a minute.

203
00:07:12,979 --> 00:07:14,278
I want my leftovers back!

204
00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:15,746
Party machines need fuel. Whoa!

205
00:07:15,748 --> 00:07:18,315
Okay, pump the brakes there, Keith Richards.

206
00:07:18,317 --> 00:07:19,950
Let's find out if you're really dying.

207
00:07:19,952 --> 00:07:21,552
Where's that vodka?

208
00:07:21,554 --> 00:07:24,021
I flew home
right after Becca was diagnosed.

209
00:07:24,023 --> 00:07:25,422
And when I looked into treatment options,

210
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I came across your study with Dr. Reid.

211
00:07:27,293 --> 00:07:28,559
it's impressive work.

212
00:07:28,561 --> 00:07:29,827
Thanks.

213
00:07:29,829 --> 00:07:31,662
Can you help her?

214
00:07:31,664 --> 00:07:34,064
Sydney said my pathology fit your criteria,

215
00:07:34,066 --> 00:07:35,165
even though I'm pregnant.

216
00:07:35,167 --> 00:07:36,767
Right now, I just want to focus

217
00:07:36,769 --> 00:07:38,402
on what's causing all this pain.

218
00:07:38,404 --> 00:07:39,970
With Syd's counsel, of course.

219
00:07:39,972 --> 00:07:41,705
I don't... I don't think
that's a very good idea.

220
00:07:41,707 --> 00:07:44,808
No. I'm just here
to help get her admitted.

221
00:07:44,810 --> 00:07:46,543
My parents are on the way
with Becca's husband.

222
00:07:47,645 --> 00:07:48,912
Mary, could you get Mrs. Friedman

223
00:07:48,914 --> 00:07:50,748
something more for her pain?

224
00:07:50,750 --> 00:07:51,982
You just stay comfortable.

225
00:07:51,984 --> 00:07:53,984
I'll be right around the corner
if you need anything.

226
00:07:55,620 --> 00:07:58,288
[indistinct announcement over P.A.]

227
00:08:01,059 --> 00:08:02,059
I'm so sorry.

228
00:08:02,061 --> 00:08:04,862
Yeah.

229
00:08:04,864 --> 00:08:07,464
It's been a rough year for the Katz family

230
00:08:07,466 --> 00:08:09,733
[sniffles] starting with me.

231
00:08:09,735 --> 00:08:11,602
[chuckles]

232
00:08:11,604 --> 00:08:13,971
Since I came out, my mother actually thinks

233
00:08:13,973 --> 00:08:16,273
I gave the whole family an Ayin Hara,

234
00:08:16,275 --> 00:08:17,875
you know, "the evil eye."

235
00:08:17,877 --> 00:08:19,410
Oh, come on.

236
00:08:19,412 --> 00:08:21,145
Old World Jewish curses, Maggie.

237
00:08:21,147 --> 00:08:22,646
It's very serious stuff.

238
00:08:26,484 --> 00:08:29,186
So, Becca's treatment plan...

239
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You have room for her in your study?

240
00:08:31,223 --> 00:08:35,492
That's what I wanted to talk to you about.

241
00:08:35,494 --> 00:08:36,627
The study's over.

242
00:08:36,629 --> 00:08:39,263
They started a new phase
at Mississauga Memorial,

243
00:08:39,265 --> 00:08:43,434
but it's only open to existing patients.

244
00:08:43,436 --> 00:08:46,503
[sniffles]

245
00:08:46,505 --> 00:08:47,738
That's disappointing news.

246
00:08:47,740 --> 00:08:49,740
Yeah.

247
00:08:49,742 --> 00:08:51,708
At least she'll still have you.

248
00:08:53,545 --> 00:08:54,878
I'm not sure what I can do

249
00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:58,082
that her last doctor didn't think of.

250
00:08:58,084 --> 00:09:00,684
- You really can't stay?
- No.

251
00:09:00,686 --> 00:09:02,686
My parents have made it very clear

252
00:09:02,688 --> 00:09:04,121
that they don't want me here.

253
00:09:04,123 --> 00:09:06,557
In fact, it's probably better for Becca

254
00:09:06,559 --> 00:09:08,258
if I head out before they arrive.

255
00:09:10,295 --> 00:09:13,130
You look good, Maggie.

256
00:09:16,901 --> 00:09:18,902
♪

257
00:09:26,511 --> 00:09:28,712
I put on a pelvic binder
as a temporary measure

258
00:09:28,714 --> 00:09:30,180
till I can get the ex-fix on.

259
00:09:30,182 --> 00:09:32,182
Well, you bought us time to deal
with the thoracic trauma.

260
00:09:32,184 --> 00:09:33,450
Thank you.

261
00:09:33,452 --> 00:09:35,252
We're gonna need to keep an eye
on his pressure

262
00:09:35,254 --> 00:09:36,587
until we can get him back to you.

263
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In the meantime,

264
00:09:39,024 --> 00:09:41,859
any ideas as to how your name
got in his book?

265
00:09:41,861 --> 00:09:44,328
No idea. Maybe an old patient?

266
00:09:45,196 --> 00:09:47,097
It's all over the place.

267
00:09:47,099 --> 00:09:49,566
Different writing, different voices.

268
00:09:49,568 --> 00:09:51,101
Maybe Dissociative Identity Disorder?

269
00:09:51,103 --> 00:09:52,302
Yeah, I paged Psych,

270
00:09:52,304 --> 00:09:54,104
so let's see what they have to say.

271
00:09:54,106 --> 00:09:55,205
There's got to be someone out there

272
00:09:55,207 --> 00:09:56,306
that cares where this guy is.

273
00:09:56,308 --> 00:09:58,675
Is there any other names in there to go on?

274
00:09:58,677 --> 00:10:01,578
Yeah. We have...

275
00:10:01,580 --> 00:10:03,113
Esther Leach,

276
00:10:03,115 --> 00:10:06,550
Vin Tranh,

277
00:10:06,552 --> 00:10:09,119
Randall Crane, Maria Jara...

278
00:10:09,121 --> 00:10:10,821
Wait a second.
Did you say Randall Crane?

279
00:10:10,823 --> 00:10:12,923
W-Why does that name sound familiar?

280
00:10:12,925 --> 00:10:14,424
Uh...

281
00:10:16,961 --> 00:10:19,229
Actually, he's... he's been here before.

282
00:10:19,231 --> 00:10:20,230
A few times.

283
00:10:20,232 --> 00:10:21,465
Wait.

284
00:10:21,467 --> 00:10:23,300
It's that psychic
who messed with Alex's head

285
00:10:23,302 --> 00:10:24,301
when you were in a coma.

286
00:10:24,303 --> 00:10:25,435
Uh-huh.

287
00:10:25,437 --> 00:10:26,937
Okay, well, maybe we should contact him.

288
00:10:26,939 --> 00:10:28,472
- Yeah.
- No, I'm...

289
00:10:28,474 --> 00:10:32,242
I'm starting to think
that this <i>is</i> him.

290
00:10:32,244 --> 00:10:34,244
♪

291
00:10:34,246 --> 00:10:36,313
God! How did he end up like this?

292
00:10:36,315 --> 00:10:39,583
That is an excellent question.

293
00:10:39,585 --> 00:10:40,984
Would you like to come
and hear the answer now?

294
00:10:46,124 --> 00:10:47,291
You're quiet.

295
00:10:47,293 --> 00:10:49,426
You don't approve.

296
00:10:49,428 --> 00:10:51,662
Mom, I'm just surprised.

297
00:10:51,664 --> 00:10:52,863
It's a... It's a great time to sell.

298
00:10:52,865 --> 00:10:55,365
I just thought you were putting things off.

299
00:10:55,367 --> 00:10:59,736
I'm not putting anything off.

300
00:10:59,738 --> 00:11:02,039
Well, I am glad that
you're facing this head-on.

301
00:11:02,041 --> 00:11:03,740
We'll choose a care home that you like,

302
00:11:03,742 --> 00:11:05,442
somewhere close to me.

303
00:11:05,444 --> 00:11:06,843
It will be great.

304
00:11:06,845 --> 00:11:09,846
There's no need to bother
about any of those places.

305
00:11:09,848 --> 00:11:10,914
We talked about this, mother.

306
00:11:10,916 --> 00:11:12,382
What do you mean?

307
00:11:13,785 --> 00:11:14,952
[sighs]

308
00:11:14,954 --> 00:11:18,021
I've done a lot of thinking, Alex,

309
00:11:18,023 --> 00:11:19,756
and I want to die here.

310
00:11:19,758 --> 00:11:22,793
I don't want to wait.

311
00:11:22,795 --> 00:11:24,962
And I want you to help me.

312
00:11:24,964 --> 00:11:26,964
[knife scrapes]

313
00:11:26,966 --> 00:11:28,899
You want me to help you die?

314
00:11:31,069 --> 00:11:33,036
There's Nick.

315
00:11:34,372 --> 00:11:35,505
Thinner, sweetie.

316
00:11:35,507 --> 00:11:39,142
He's a real estate agent, not a farm animal.

317
00:11:39,144 --> 00:11:41,144
[door opens]

318
00:11:44,413 --> 00:11:48,950
Martha, you completely undersold
how adorable this place is.

319
00:11:48,952 --> 00:11:52,454
And is that Alex Reid,
or do my eyes deceive me?

320
00:11:52,456 --> 00:11:53,822
[chuckles]

321
00:11:53,824 --> 00:11:55,624
- How have you been, girl?
- Good.

322
00:11:55,626 --> 00:11:57,392
It's been what, 20 years?

323
00:11:57,394 --> 00:11:59,828
You remember Nick, don't you, Alex?

324
00:11:59,830 --> 00:12:00,962
St. Regis High.

325
00:12:00,964 --> 00:12:03,665
I asked you to the prom.

326
00:12:03,667 --> 00:12:05,333
And you said no?

327
00:12:05,335 --> 00:12:07,669
Oh, you were so adorable, Nick.

328
00:12:07,671 --> 00:12:10,238
He was so persistent.
He kept calling and calling.

329
00:12:10,240 --> 00:12:12,073
He was even hanging around
outside the house.

330
00:12:12,075 --> 00:12:14,609
[chuckling]
Oh, I definitely remember you now.

331
00:12:14,611 --> 00:12:16,311
So let me show you the place.

332
00:12:16,313 --> 00:12:18,847
Uh, actually, Nick, we need to reschedule.

333
00:12:18,849 --> 00:12:21,550
Oh, you know, I think
that I forgot to tell Alex

334
00:12:21,552 --> 00:12:22,884
that you were coming today.

335
00:12:22,886 --> 00:12:24,619
And, you know, selling the place,

336
00:12:24,621 --> 00:12:26,922
she needs some time to adjust.

337
00:12:26,924 --> 00:12:28,056
You feel like you're selling

338
00:12:28,058 --> 00:12:29,591
your memories with your house, Alex.

339
00:12:29,593 --> 00:12:30,592
I get it.

340
00:12:30,594 --> 00:12:32,227
I don't think you do, Nick.

341
00:12:33,329 --> 00:12:35,797
How about you, uh,
start to take a look around?

342
00:12:35,799 --> 00:12:37,766
We'll catch up to you.

343
00:12:40,803 --> 00:12:44,372
Mother, uh...

344
00:12:44,374 --> 00:12:46,141
We need to talk about this.

345
00:12:46,143 --> 00:12:47,709
Not now, Alex.

346
00:12:47,711 --> 00:12:49,578
- We have a guest.
- Not later!

347
00:12:49,580 --> 00:12:50,779
Now, mother.

348
00:12:50,781 --> 00:12:51,880
You see?

349
00:12:51,882 --> 00:12:53,849
This is why
I didn't want to ask you.

350
00:12:53,851 --> 00:12:55,483
Because I knew you'd get like this.

351
00:12:55,485 --> 00:12:56,618
Get like what?

352
00:12:58,120 --> 00:12:59,521
You're always so dramatic.

353
00:12:59,523 --> 00:13:01,656
<i>I'm</i> the one being dramatic right now?

354
00:13:01,658 --> 00:13:04,326
You think that I actually
want to kill myself

355
00:13:04,328 --> 00:13:06,461
in front of our real estate agent?

356
00:13:06,463 --> 00:13:08,730
That would shave $50,000
off the list price easy.

357
00:13:08,732 --> 00:13:10,532
It's not funny.

358
00:13:10,534 --> 00:13:12,968
It's a little funny.

359
00:13:12,970 --> 00:13:16,338
Oh, I don't want him to see
the water stain in the en suite.

360
00:13:18,074 --> 00:13:20,242
[sighs]

361
00:13:20,244 --> 00:13:22,544
♪

362
00:13:22,546 --> 00:13:25,513
Hey! Charlie!

363
00:13:25,515 --> 00:13:27,015
You look great, man.

364
00:13:27,017 --> 00:13:28,083
Really great.

365
00:13:28,085 --> 00:13:29,217
Let me guess.

366
00:13:29,219 --> 00:13:31,920
You, too, are off gluten
and refined sugars, huh?

367
00:13:31,922 --> 00:13:33,255
[chuckles]

368
00:13:33,257 --> 00:13:34,422
No, wait a minute.

369
00:13:34,424 --> 00:13:36,491
I'm sensing
it's something else with you.

370
00:13:36,493 --> 00:13:37,626
What is it?

371
00:13:37,628 --> 00:13:39,761
[gasps] No carbs or dairy.

372
00:13:39,763 --> 00:13:41,596
[clicks tongue] Except for cheese.

373
00:13:41,598 --> 00:13:43,465
I mean, everybody cheats with cheese, so.

374
00:13:43,467 --> 00:13:44,766
Yeah.

375
00:13:44,768 --> 00:13:46,935
You're pretty funny for a guy
who just got hit by a train.

376
00:13:46,937 --> 00:13:49,037
Yeah. Mm.

377
00:13:49,039 --> 00:13:50,839
Went down there
for a little peace and quiet.

378
00:13:50,841 --> 00:13:54,075
A little respite from our mutual friends.

379
00:13:54,077 --> 00:13:55,844
Didn't turn out so good.

380
00:13:57,179 --> 00:13:59,347
Caught a look at your journal, Randall.

381
00:13:59,349 --> 00:14:00,548
Why was my name in it?

382
00:14:00,550 --> 00:14:02,884
Because of the changes.

383
00:14:02,886 --> 00:14:04,886
Changes? What changes?

384
00:14:04,888 --> 00:14:06,054
Last time I talked to you,

385
00:14:06,056 --> 00:14:07,822
you said you didn't see them anymore.

386
00:14:07,824 --> 00:14:11,860
Yeah, well, that didn't last.

387
00:14:11,862 --> 00:14:13,662
Not so long.

388
00:14:13,664 --> 00:14:15,463
They couldn't quit me.

389
00:14:15,465 --> 00:14:16,731
I mean, come on.

390
00:14:16,733 --> 00:14:17,966
Could <i>you</i> quit me?

391
00:14:17,968 --> 00:14:19,301
Huh?

392
00:14:19,303 --> 00:14:20,969
I'm about to quit this conversation.

393
00:14:20,971 --> 00:14:23,104
Okay, okay. Fine, fine, fine.

394
00:14:24,340 --> 00:14:26,041
It started slowly at first.

395
00:14:26,043 --> 00:14:27,976
And I was doing great.
I was doing really good.

396
00:14:27,978 --> 00:14:29,077
I was getting along with my daughter.

397
00:14:29,079 --> 00:14:30,412
I was a granddad.

398
00:14:30,414 --> 00:14:31,713
[chuckles]

399
00:14:31,715 --> 00:14:33,315
And then, um...

400
00:14:33,317 --> 00:14:34,916
Well, you know,

401
00:14:34,918 --> 00:14:37,319
a little whisper here,
a little shadow there,

402
00:14:37,321 --> 00:14:39,654
and then one day, it was just... kapow!

403
00:14:39,656 --> 00:14:40,655
Kapow?

404
00:14:40,657 --> 00:14:41,990
Oh, kapow.

405
00:14:41,992 --> 00:14:44,726
Everything gets turned up to 11.

406
00:14:44,728 --> 00:14:47,462
You still haven't told me
what this is about.

407
00:14:49,065 --> 00:14:52,133
Look, man.

408
00:14:52,135 --> 00:14:53,468
I always thought I could control this.

409
00:14:53,470 --> 00:14:55,704
You know that.

410
00:14:55,706 --> 00:14:58,907
Eventually, I found out it controls you.

411
00:14:58,909 --> 00:15:00,475
I tried to get away from it.

412
00:15:00,477 --> 00:15:04,713
I ran down to a subway and [pops lips]

413
00:15:04,715 --> 00:15:07,148
So...

414
00:15:07,150 --> 00:15:09,384
When you find out you can't shake it,

415
00:15:09,386 --> 00:15:10,852
that's how it starts.

416
00:15:13,522 --> 00:15:16,658
What's left of me in there,
that's how it ends.

417
00:15:19,495 --> 00:15:21,796
Shahir: Randall's craniotomy was a success.

418
00:15:21,798 --> 00:15:24,299
His pressure was dropping
when I was closing.

419
00:15:24,301 --> 00:15:25,742
I'm worried the thoracic bleed

420
00:15:25,742 --> 00:15:28,370
may be not as minor as we suspected.

421
00:15:28,372 --> 00:15:29,804
You sure we don't want to crack him open?

422
00:15:29,806 --> 00:15:31,706
No. He's been through too much.

423
00:15:31,708 --> 00:15:33,708
Let's keep it minimal.

424
00:15:33,710 --> 00:15:37,012
EVAR was a good call. Thank you, Dr. Hamza.

425
00:15:37,014 --> 00:15:38,613
Yes, fine. Just keep me updated.

426
00:15:38,615 --> 00:15:40,615
[monitors beeping]

427
00:15:41,851 --> 00:15:44,919
I'm really starting to think
that guy doesn't like me.

428
00:15:44,921 --> 00:15:46,755
Who? Shahir?

429
00:15:46,757 --> 00:15:48,490
He doesn't like change.

430
00:15:48,492 --> 00:15:50,291
And you and Alex are change.

431
00:15:54,163 --> 00:15:55,230
Look. She's my best friend.

432
00:15:55,232 --> 00:15:56,631
Do you think
she wouldn't mention you?

433
00:15:56,633 --> 00:15:58,233
Needle.

434
00:16:01,037 --> 00:16:02,871
So, you never told me...

435
00:16:02,873 --> 00:16:05,540
You got a job offer that
takes you back to your family

436
00:16:05,542 --> 00:16:08,476
and a pile of money to sweeten the deal...

437
00:16:10,246 --> 00:16:14,049
So, what is keeping you here?

438
00:16:14,051 --> 00:16:16,851
Does is rhyme with Alex Reid?

439
00:16:16,853 --> 00:16:18,820
I can totally hear you, by the way?

440
00:16:21,090 --> 00:16:23,391
Look, I know what you're gonna say.

441
00:16:23,393 --> 00:16:25,727
It's a crazy time right now for her.

442
00:16:25,729 --> 00:16:27,162
Do you know
how many people have tried

443
00:16:27,164 --> 00:16:28,263
to "helpfully" tell me this?

444
00:16:28,265 --> 00:16:30,331
Implying you are the rebound guy.

445
00:16:30,333 --> 00:16:31,566
[chuckles]

446
00:16:31,568 --> 00:16:34,135
Look, I'm just not big
on collecting regrets.

447
00:16:34,137 --> 00:16:36,905
And if I don't give it a try with her,

448
00:16:36,907 --> 00:16:39,874
I will have one.

449
00:16:39,876 --> 00:16:41,676
Manny, I'm gonna tell you something

450
00:16:41,678 --> 00:16:43,878
that you might not want to hear.

451
00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:45,346
I know Alex,

452
00:16:45,348 --> 00:16:47,615
and she and Charlie
are the long-term picture here.

453
00:16:47,617 --> 00:16:49,050
They just are.

454
00:16:49,052 --> 00:16:50,251
Maybe that picture's changing.

455
00:16:50,253 --> 00:16:51,419
They have a kid together.

456
00:16:51,421 --> 00:16:53,221
That's something that never changes.

457
00:16:58,094 --> 00:16:59,561
Where is my phone?

458
00:17:02,531 --> 00:17:04,199
I need a cab.

459
00:17:05,568 --> 00:17:07,602
[chuckles]

460
00:17:09,538 --> 00:17:10,905
It's not single malt,

461
00:17:10,907 --> 00:17:13,308
but it does go great with root beer.

462
00:17:13,310 --> 00:17:14,542
Come on.

463
00:17:14,544 --> 00:17:16,311
How long you been going like this?

464
00:17:16,313 --> 00:17:18,079
Not long enough.

465
00:17:18,081 --> 00:17:19,581
Don't love his pressure, Dr. Miller,

466
00:17:19,583 --> 00:17:20,748
but it might just be all the partying.

467
00:17:20,750 --> 00:17:22,884
I know what you're doing here, Wilfred.

468
00:17:22,886 --> 00:17:24,419
You don't know anything, kid.

469
00:17:24,421 --> 00:17:26,121
It's not your first time here.

470
00:17:26,123 --> 00:17:29,657
You were admitted six months ago
after your wife died.

471
00:17:29,659 --> 00:17:31,860
I treated you. You thought you were dying.

472
00:17:31,862 --> 00:17:33,962
Turned out to be
an extreme grief reaction.

473
00:17:33,964 --> 00:17:35,930
I can't stop you from doing
what you're doing, Wilfred,

474
00:17:35,932 --> 00:17:36,965
but I can slow you down.

475
00:17:36,967 --> 00:17:39,634
Dr. Sekara, let's get an chest X-Ray,

476
00:17:39,636 --> 00:17:40,802
echo, and full blood panels.

477
00:17:40,804 --> 00:17:42,270
Look at yourself.

478
00:17:42,272 --> 00:17:45,273
Looks like they put a white coat on a turd.

479
00:17:45,275 --> 00:17:47,275
Dr. Miller, he's got an arrhythmia.

480
00:17:47,277 --> 00:17:48,610
Okay.

481
00:17:49,579 --> 00:17:51,513
You're mine now, Willy.

482
00:17:51,515 --> 00:17:53,148
Buckle up.

483
00:17:55,818 --> 00:17:58,820
To a beautiful future.

484
00:17:58,822 --> 00:18:01,823
Your mother's just agreed to let
me represent her in her sale.

485
00:18:01,825 --> 00:18:02,824
Well...

486
00:18:02,826 --> 00:18:03,825
Let's get you a glass.

487
00:18:03,827 --> 00:18:05,527
No. No, thank you.

488
00:18:07,397 --> 00:18:09,064
Martha, I have to ask...

489
00:18:09,066 --> 00:18:10,098
This place is paradise.

490
00:18:10,100 --> 00:18:11,299
Why do you want to sell?

491
00:18:11,301 --> 00:18:13,669
Well, you know,
after my husband passed,

492
00:18:13,671 --> 00:18:15,837
I... I needed a change,

493
00:18:15,839 --> 00:18:19,174
so I moved out here
and packed up the kids and...

494
00:18:19,176 --> 00:18:21,343
But now, I...

495
00:18:21,345 --> 00:18:23,879
I'm the only one rattling around here,

496
00:18:23,881 --> 00:18:26,848
and I want a new adventure.

497
00:18:26,850 --> 00:18:30,218
Sounds exciting. Where?

498
00:18:30,806 --> 00:18:32,673
The Greek islands.

499
00:18:32,675 --> 00:18:36,210
I want... I've always wanted
to go to the Greek islands.

500
00:18:36,212 --> 00:18:38,445
Nick, I think we should
finish this up later.

501
00:18:38,447 --> 00:18:39,780
My mother's had a long day.

502
00:18:39,782 --> 00:18:41,015
Oh, no! I'm fine.

503
00:18:41,017 --> 00:18:42,883
No, Nick. Please.
Sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit.

504
00:18:42,885 --> 00:18:44,585
I-I want to hear everything

505
00:18:44,587 --> 00:18:46,220
that's been going on with you
for the last 20 years,

506
00:18:46,222 --> 00:18:49,423
ever since my daughter blew it with you.

507
00:18:49,425 --> 00:18:53,060
Martha, I really should be going.

508
00:18:53,062 --> 00:18:54,962
I have a billboard I have to sign off on.

509
00:18:56,164 --> 00:18:57,197
Oh, come on.

510
00:18:57,199 --> 00:18:58,866
The party's just getting started.

511
00:18:58,868 --> 00:19:02,436
Alex, you go up and call
your father and your brothers

512
00:19:02,438 --> 00:19:04,805
and tell them to come down
and bring the music box,

513
00:19:04,807 --> 00:19:06,140
and... and...

514
00:19:06,142 --> 00:19:07,308
Oh, it's... You should he... he...

515
00:19:07,310 --> 00:19:08,509
Oh! [glass shatters]

516
00:19:08,511 --> 00:19:11,278
Mom. Mom? Okay.
All right, Mama. I got you.

517
00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:12,880
Just sit back down.

518
00:19:12,882 --> 00:19:14,181
I'm here. I'm here with you.

519
00:19:14,183 --> 00:19:15,916
- You're gonna be okay.
Nick: - What's wrong with her?

520
00:19:15,918 --> 00:19:18,786
I've got her. You just need to go, okay?

521
00:19:18,788 --> 00:19:20,054
[Martha groaning]

522
00:19:20,056 --> 00:19:22,323
Hey. Mama, I got you.

523
00:19:22,325 --> 00:19:25,526
I got you. You're gonna be okay.

524
00:19:25,528 --> 00:19:28,095
What do you mean, the study's over?

525
00:19:28,097 --> 00:19:29,596
There's nothing that we can do?

526
00:19:30,999 --> 00:19:32,666
You said it would be better here.

527
00:19:32,668 --> 00:19:34,601
You said they would save me and my baby!

528
00:19:34,603 --> 00:19:35,903
No, I never said that.

529
00:19:35,905 --> 00:19:37,971
Mom and Dad are right.
This was a huge mistake.

530
00:19:39,274 --> 00:19:40,974
I'm the next best thing to Sydney.

531
00:19:40,976 --> 00:19:42,009
She trained me.

532
00:19:42,011 --> 00:19:43,577
Oh, so you were there when she decided

533
00:19:43,579 --> 00:19:45,679
to upend her life and drop
a bomb on our entire family?

534
00:19:45,681 --> 00:19:47,348
I didn't exactly decide.

535
00:19:47,350 --> 00:19:48,716
You didn't tell me!

536
00:19:48,718 --> 00:19:51,852
You didn't say anything to me!

537
00:19:54,489 --> 00:19:56,023
I'm sorry.

538
00:19:57,225 --> 00:19:59,526
I'm sorry. I'm just...

539
00:19:59,528 --> 00:20:00,728
I'm scared.

540
00:20:01,696 --> 00:20:03,263
I've had four miscarriages already.

541
00:20:03,265 --> 00:20:04,631
What am I gonna do?

542
00:20:04,633 --> 00:20:07,334
Okay. We're gonna continue
with a basic chemo cocktail

543
00:20:07,336 --> 00:20:09,036
that doesn't hurt the baby.

544
00:20:09,038 --> 00:20:10,637
You're still 10 weeks from viability,

545
00:20:10,639 --> 00:20:11,638
so we have plenty of...

546
00:20:11,640 --> 00:20:13,741
- [screams]
- Becca.

547
00:20:13,743 --> 00:20:15,476
What's happening?
[monitor beeping rapidly]

548
00:20:15,478 --> 00:20:16,877
It must be where the mass is.

549
00:20:16,879 --> 00:20:19,146
Okay. Rivka, I'm right here.

550
00:20:19,148 --> 00:20:20,381
- [gasping]
- I'm right here with you.

551
00:20:20,383 --> 00:20:22,716
[exhales sharply]

552
00:20:22,718 --> 00:20:25,252
- Her pressure's way low.
- The tumor must be hemorrhaging.

553
00:20:25,254 --> 00:20:26,253
Book me an O.R.

554
00:20:26,255 --> 00:20:28,288
♪

555
00:20:29,119 --> 00:20:31,125
Syd. I've got her.

556
00:20:37,407 --> 00:20:38,507
This procedure is risky.

557
00:20:38,509 --> 00:20:40,009
Is Dr. Katz the kind of friend

558
00:20:40,011 --> 00:20:41,414
that could forgive you
if something goes wrong?

559
00:20:41,462 --> 00:20:43,062
I hope we don't have to find out.

560
00:20:43,064 --> 00:20:45,130
- What's her story, anyway?
- Ask her yourself.

561
00:20:45,132 --> 00:20:47,266
Dr. Katz, this is Dr. Scott.

562
00:20:47,268 --> 00:20:48,567
- Hi.
- Hi.

563
00:20:48,569 --> 00:20:52,171
So, um... Oh.

564
00:20:54,694 --> 00:20:56,495
Okay, there's gonna be lots of blood,

565
00:20:56,497 --> 00:20:57,629
so it'll be hard to see.

566
00:20:57,631 --> 00:20:59,164
If you hit the uterus with the trocars,

567
00:20:59,166 --> 00:21:00,632
it's a bad outcome for both of them.

568
00:21:00,633 --> 00:21:02,166
You think I should do a laparotomy?

569
00:21:02,168 --> 00:21:03,400
No.

570
00:21:03,402 --> 00:21:04,435
I don't know.

571
00:21:04,437 --> 00:21:06,237
Just be sure
to remove the ovary intact

572
00:21:06,239 --> 00:21:07,471
because
if the tumor ruptures...

573
00:21:07,473 --> 00:21:08,672
The cancer can spread everywhere.

574
00:21:08,674 --> 00:21:09,840
I know. I'll be careful.

575
00:21:09,842 --> 00:21:11,509
Maggie, if you run into any complications,

576
00:21:11,511 --> 00:21:13,210
I want you to be aggressive, okay?

577
00:21:13,212 --> 00:21:14,845
Even at greater risk to the baby.

578
00:21:14,847 --> 00:21:16,847
Even with all
the miscarriages she's had?

579
00:21:16,849 --> 00:21:17,848
Yeah.

580
00:21:17,850 --> 00:21:18,916
Becca isn't thinking about herself,

581
00:21:18,918 --> 00:21:20,251
and someone needs to.

582
00:21:20,253 --> 00:21:21,519
Go. Be with her.

583
00:21:25,123 --> 00:21:26,891
I can't lose the baby. I can't.

584
00:21:26,893 --> 00:21:28,225
You won't.

585
00:21:28,227 --> 00:21:30,761
You do this, it's your job,

586
00:21:30,763 --> 00:21:32,563
but you don't know what it's like.

587
00:21:32,565 --> 00:21:34,198
Nothing else matters.

588
00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:35,966
<i>You</i> matter.

589
00:21:35,968 --> 00:21:36,967
Hey.

590
00:21:36,969 --> 00:21:39,136
You matter to me.

591
00:21:39,138 --> 00:21:42,139
You're my sister, and I shut you out.

592
00:21:43,675 --> 00:21:45,175
That wasn't your fault.

593
00:21:45,177 --> 00:21:46,443
I should have said something.

594
00:21:46,445 --> 00:21:48,312
I should have defended you,
but I said nothing.

595
00:21:48,314 --> 00:21:51,148
I said nothing when you were blamed

596
00:21:51,150 --> 00:21:52,850
for breaking the Shabbat candlesticks.

597
00:21:52,852 --> 00:21:54,585
I knew that was you.

598
00:21:54,587 --> 00:21:57,054
[laughs]

599
00:21:57,056 --> 00:21:58,522
We'll call it even.

600
00:22:00,425 --> 00:22:03,394
Okay. Time to go.

601
00:22:03,396 --> 00:22:05,396
[breathes shakily]

602
00:22:09,467 --> 00:22:12,369
Oh, I'm so embarrassed.

603
00:22:12,371 --> 00:22:14,204
Nick must think I'm crazy.

604
00:22:14,206 --> 00:22:15,306
You had a seizure.

605
00:22:15,308 --> 00:22:16,740
It won't be the last one.

606
00:22:16,742 --> 00:22:18,409
[scoffs]

607
00:22:18,411 --> 00:22:19,677
How is that feeling?

608
00:22:19,679 --> 00:22:22,179
It's supposed to help your muscles relax.

609
00:22:22,181 --> 00:22:23,747
It feels nice.

610
00:22:27,752 --> 00:22:29,787
You're gonna need some full-time care soon.

611
00:22:29,789 --> 00:22:33,090
Oh, don't spoil it.

612
00:22:33,092 --> 00:22:35,125
I'm mothering you.

613
00:22:35,127 --> 00:22:36,727
Yes, you are.

614
00:22:36,729 --> 00:22:38,429
[chuckles]

615
00:22:39,931 --> 00:22:41,465
I miss Luke.

616
00:22:41,467 --> 00:22:44,234
I know.

617
00:22:44,236 --> 00:22:45,903
Me, too.

618
00:22:48,106 --> 00:22:50,174
Why did you have to name him that?

619
00:22:52,143 --> 00:22:53,877
To remember.

620
00:22:56,448 --> 00:23:01,151
I'm gonna forget it all soon, aren't I?

621
00:23:01,153 --> 00:23:03,754
My children, my life.

622
00:23:03,756 --> 00:23:05,489
Myself.

623
00:23:05,491 --> 00:23:08,792
You still have time.

624
00:23:08,794 --> 00:23:13,097
But we won't know how much time
until there's none left.

625
00:23:18,103 --> 00:23:20,704
Let's do something.

626
00:23:20,706 --> 00:23:22,072
A puzzle.

627
00:23:22,074 --> 00:23:24,808
Oh, you hate puzzles.

628
00:23:24,810 --> 00:23:26,276
I do.

629
00:23:26,278 --> 00:23:28,979
But you love them.

630
00:23:28,981 --> 00:23:31,682
And I want to spend time with my mother.

631
00:23:31,684 --> 00:23:33,951
♪

632
00:23:33,953 --> 00:23:36,053
Randall: Right at the last second,
it's total slow-motion.

633
00:23:36,055 --> 00:23:37,655
Total slow-motion and...

634
00:23:37,657 --> 00:23:39,590
Oh, hey, Charlie.

635
00:23:39,592 --> 00:23:42,226
Didn't feel a thing. [sniffs]

636
00:23:46,931 --> 00:23:48,599
Randall.

637
00:23:50,802 --> 00:23:51,835
Blake.

638
00:23:57,142 --> 00:23:58,175
What's up, guys?

639
00:23:58,177 --> 00:24:00,210
Uh, I was talking to your friend here,

640
00:24:00,212 --> 00:24:02,646
sharing some old war stories.

641
00:24:02,648 --> 00:24:04,982
How the gorgeous Dr. Reid
cured me of cancer,

642
00:24:04,984 --> 00:24:06,250
how you're just about to fix

643
00:24:06,252 --> 00:24:07,951
whatever's busted up in me in there.

644
00:24:07,953 --> 00:24:09,153
Maybe you can cure me, too.

645
00:24:09,155 --> 00:24:10,788
You're dead, Blake.

646
00:24:10,790 --> 00:24:11,789
Dead.

647
00:24:11,791 --> 00:24:13,957
I prefer life-challenged, okay?

648
00:24:13,959 --> 00:24:16,093
Blake, if you could, uh, excuse us.

649
00:24:17,796 --> 00:24:20,064
I-I don't know.

650
00:24:21,433 --> 00:24:23,967
So, Randall, I talked to your daughter.

651
00:24:23,969 --> 00:24:26,236
She's not coming.

652
00:24:26,238 --> 00:24:28,605
Yeah. [sighs]

653
00:24:28,607 --> 00:24:31,241
We had a bumpy ride, Leslie and me.

654
00:24:31,243 --> 00:24:33,977
So she's finally decided to jump off.

655
00:24:33,979 --> 00:24:35,345
There's always another chance.

656
00:24:35,347 --> 00:24:38,048
[chuckling] Come on.

657
00:24:38,050 --> 00:24:40,217
Another chance, another chance, another...

658
00:24:40,219 --> 00:24:41,819
Used to always think so.

659
00:24:41,821 --> 00:24:44,088
Then, uh...

660
00:24:44,090 --> 00:24:45,556
Anyway.

661
00:24:45,558 --> 00:24:46,623
If I don't make it through this,

662
00:24:46,625 --> 00:24:47,725
you'll tell her I love her, right?

663
00:24:47,727 --> 00:24:48,792
Come on, Randall.

664
00:24:48,794 --> 00:24:50,794
Every time you've walked into this place,

665
00:24:50,796 --> 00:24:52,696
you somehow manage to walk out okay.

666
00:24:52,698 --> 00:24:54,264
Maybe so.

667
00:24:56,668 --> 00:24:58,202
But if you're not careful, buddy,

668
00:24:58,204 --> 00:25:00,404
you're gonna end up
in a bloody mess like this, too.

669
00:25:00,406 --> 00:25:02,873
Randall, I'm not you.

670
00:25:02,875 --> 00:25:05,109
And I know you're trying
to scare me or whatever,

671
00:25:05,111 --> 00:25:06,343
but I'm... I'm doing fine.

672
00:25:07,712 --> 00:25:09,747
♪

673
00:25:11,282 --> 00:25:13,383
Having trouble sending him on his way?

674
00:25:13,385 --> 00:25:14,752
I'm working on that.

675
00:25:14,754 --> 00:25:15,986
You know, it's hard to pull off

676
00:25:15,988 --> 00:25:17,488
a creepy clown vibe without the costume,

677
00:25:17,490 --> 00:25:18,822
but he's really nailed it.

678
00:25:18,824 --> 00:25:20,557
Yeah.

679
00:25:20,559 --> 00:25:21,925
It's nothing I can't handle.

680
00:25:21,927 --> 00:25:23,060
[chuckles] I'm sure you can.

681
00:25:23,062 --> 00:25:27,231
But who's gonna tie you to the living, hmm?

682
00:25:27,233 --> 00:25:30,834
You know you can't do it alone.

683
00:25:30,836 --> 00:25:32,569
So, who?

684
00:25:32,571 --> 00:25:34,271
[cellphone vibrates] Oh, there you go.

685
00:25:34,273 --> 00:25:37,274
Saved by the bell.

686
00:25:37,276 --> 00:25:39,743
I need to scrub in for your surgery.

687
00:25:41,980 --> 00:25:44,414
Un-break a leg in there.

688
00:25:44,416 --> 00:25:45,849
Sorry. It's all I got.

689
00:25:50,088 --> 00:25:52,823
How many drinks do you have per week?

690
00:25:52,825 --> 00:25:57,928
Somewhere between just enough
and the perfect amount.

691
00:25:57,930 --> 00:25:59,663
And how long have you been smoking?

692
00:25:59,665 --> 00:26:01,398
Six months.

693
00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:02,933
Let me guess... it'll kill me?

694
00:26:04,903 --> 00:26:06,003
Hey.

695
00:26:06,005 --> 00:26:07,137
Just, uh, checking in,

696
00:26:07,139 --> 00:26:08,705
making sure that
you're going to be assisting

697
00:26:08,707 --> 00:26:10,641
on Mrs. Edison's colonoscopy.

698
00:26:10,643 --> 00:26:13,644
You didn't schedule me, so no.

699
00:26:13,646 --> 00:26:16,480
I didn't schedule you. I told you.

700
00:26:16,482 --> 00:26:17,781
Mm, no. No, you didn't.

701
00:26:17,783 --> 00:26:19,683
I want a percentage of the door

702
00:26:19,685 --> 00:26:20,918
if your girlfriend's gonna watch.

703
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:22,452
- Uh, I'm his boss.
- She's not my girlfriend.

704
00:26:22,454 --> 00:26:24,588
I don't care.

705
00:26:24,590 --> 00:26:26,323
I'm gonna be making a new schedule, Dev,

706
00:26:26,325 --> 00:26:28,091
so watch out for it.

707
00:26:28,093 --> 00:26:29,560
You got it, Chief.

708
00:26:29,562 --> 00:26:31,228
[door closes]

709
00:26:31,230 --> 00:26:33,330
Shut this hamster toy off.

710
00:26:33,332 --> 00:26:34,932
[treadmill beeps]

711
00:26:34,934 --> 00:26:38,202
[panting]

712
00:26:42,373 --> 00:26:45,108
You know, the only good thing
about this experience

713
00:26:45,110 --> 00:26:47,110
has been watching you suffer more than me.

714
00:26:47,112 --> 00:26:50,314
That was painful.

715
00:26:50,316 --> 00:26:52,649
Thanks. That really helps.

716
00:26:52,651 --> 00:26:56,153
I'm gonna sugarcoat it for a guy
who wired me to a conveyor belt?

717
00:26:56,155 --> 00:26:58,922
Wilfred, the way you're living,
it's gonna kill you.

718
00:26:58,924 --> 00:27:00,057
You know that, right?

719
00:27:00,059 --> 00:27:01,925
Ah.

720
00:27:01,927 --> 00:27:03,093
So why do you keep doing it?

721
00:27:04,996 --> 00:27:07,865
Do you want to die?

722
00:27:07,867 --> 00:27:10,267
Not so much want to die.

723
00:27:10,269 --> 00:27:14,171
More like...
don't know what to live for.

724
00:27:14,173 --> 00:27:16,173
Well, you just live one day at a time.

725
00:27:16,175 --> 00:27:19,409
Oh, stop. Just stop!

726
00:27:19,411 --> 00:27:23,213
[door opens, closes]

727
00:27:23,215 --> 00:27:24,715
[monitors beeping]

728
00:27:24,717 --> 00:27:26,149
Maggie: See here?

729
00:27:26,151 --> 00:27:28,518
It's invaded the tube on
this side, but not the uterus.

730
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:30,020
That's the good news.

731
00:27:30,022 --> 00:27:31,955
It's really hemorrhaging a lot.

732
00:27:31,957 --> 00:27:34,591
Pressure's low. I'll push more blood.

733
00:27:40,064 --> 00:27:42,032
You two have a history, don't you?

734
00:27:42,034 --> 00:27:44,034
It's none of your business, Billy.

735
00:27:44,036 --> 00:27:45,469
You're careful around each other.

736
00:27:45,471 --> 00:27:46,470
Friends aren't like that.

737
00:27:46,472 --> 00:27:47,971
You're wrong. Just friends.

738
00:27:47,973 --> 00:27:49,239
I just think there's obviously,

739
00:27:49,241 --> 00:27:50,841
like, electricity in the air with you two.

740
00:27:50,843 --> 00:27:53,377
- It's so...
- Stop talking, please.

741
00:27:53,379 --> 00:27:55,512
Hold on. Do you see those lesions?

742
00:27:55,514 --> 00:27:56,747
Mm.

743
00:27:56,749 --> 00:27:58,982
They're everywhere.

744
00:27:58,984 --> 00:28:00,717
The cancer's spread to the omentum.

745
00:28:00,719 --> 00:28:02,653
Don't look.

746
00:28:02,655 --> 00:28:04,087
Do not make eye contact with her.

747
00:28:04,089 --> 00:28:05,355
This has to be my decision.

748
00:28:06,557 --> 00:28:07,958
What do we do?

749
00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:10,661
[sighs] We stick to the plan.

750
00:28:10,663 --> 00:28:11,828
We came in to take her cancer out,

751
00:28:11,830 --> 00:28:12,930
and that's what we're gonna do.

752
00:28:12,932 --> 00:28:14,998
No, the plan was to remove the primary...

753
00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,667
I'm not leaving these spots to grow.

754
00:28:16,669 --> 00:28:17,768
Prep for a laparotomy.

755
00:28:17,770 --> 00:28:19,670
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
We're opening her up?

756
00:28:19,672 --> 00:28:21,571
Every second we're in there,
we risk the fetus.

757
00:28:21,573 --> 00:28:24,174
It's a small risk that we lose
patient and baby now

758
00:28:24,176 --> 00:28:26,877
or a good chance this kid
grows up without a mother later.

759
00:28:26,879 --> 00:28:28,478
I want to save them both.
We're opening her up.

760
00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,480
[sighs]

761
00:28:37,221 --> 00:28:38,622
There are ways to manage your pain.

762
00:28:38,624 --> 00:28:41,024
That's what I'm asking you to do...

763
00:28:41,026 --> 00:28:43,927
manage it permanently.

764
00:28:43,929 --> 00:28:46,063
I can't do it alone.

765
00:28:46,065 --> 00:28:47,064
You're the doctor.

766
00:28:47,066 --> 00:28:48,632
No, I'm your daughter.

767
00:28:48,634 --> 00:28:50,734
And it's the last thing
you should ask of me.

768
00:28:50,736 --> 00:28:52,803
[sighs]

769
00:28:52,805 --> 00:28:55,405
Look, when the time comes,
we can discuss this,

770
00:28:55,407 --> 00:28:57,007
but we're so far off from that.

771
00:28:57,009 --> 00:29:00,010
Don't you want to see Dougie or Jasper?

772
00:29:00,012 --> 00:29:03,046
Your brothers have had 10 years
to come and see me.

773
00:29:03,048 --> 00:29:04,081
They hate me.

774
00:29:04,083 --> 00:29:05,882
This is not gonna change anything.

775
00:29:05,884 --> 00:29:07,951
Fine, then. What about Luke?

776
00:29:07,953 --> 00:29:09,987
[voice breaking] Don't do that.

777
00:29:09,989 --> 00:29:11,888
[sighs]

778
00:29:11,890 --> 00:29:13,623
Mom.

779
00:29:16,561 --> 00:29:18,962
Mom. Mom, don't!

780
00:29:18,964 --> 00:29:21,365
[sighs]

781
00:29:21,367 --> 00:29:23,734
Mom, come out and talk to me, please.

782
00:29:23,736 --> 00:29:27,871
I'm supposed to look after you,
not the other way around.

783
00:29:30,575 --> 00:29:33,010
I still need you.

784
00:29:33,012 --> 00:29:35,078
You never needed me.

785
00:29:36,214 --> 00:29:37,514
Well, I do now.

786
00:29:37,516 --> 00:29:39,983
[pills rattle]

787
00:29:39,985 --> 00:29:41,818
I'm pregnant.

788
00:29:41,820 --> 00:29:44,287
♪

789
00:29:44,289 --> 00:29:45,522
[exhales sharply]

790
00:29:45,524 --> 00:29:49,674
♪

791
00:29:50,224 --> 00:29:54,059
You're the only person I've told.

792
00:29:54,061 --> 00:29:55,327
And it's Charlie's.

793
00:29:55,329 --> 00:29:56,995
Yeah.

794
00:29:56,997 --> 00:29:59,998
[horses snorting]

795
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,768
Go back to him.

796
00:30:02,770 --> 00:30:03,869
You love him.

797
00:30:03,871 --> 00:30:06,505
I do.

798
00:30:06,507 --> 00:30:08,774
It doesn't work that way.

799
00:30:08,776 --> 00:30:10,642
It's not enough.
It wasn't enough for you.

800
00:30:10,644 --> 00:30:12,711
It wasn't enough for you and Dad.

801
00:30:15,415 --> 00:30:17,482
You know, I used to believe

802
00:30:17,484 --> 00:30:19,251
that I was responsible

803
00:30:19,253 --> 00:30:21,286
for all the bad luck in this family.

804
00:30:21,288 --> 00:30:23,355
God knows we've had our share.

805
00:30:23,357 --> 00:30:24,790
[chuckles]

806
00:30:24,792 --> 00:30:27,526
But after your dad died,

807
00:30:27,528 --> 00:30:30,729
I thought that you were
gonna be the one to escape it.

808
00:30:30,731 --> 00:30:32,998
But I haven't, mom.

809
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:34,032
[sighs]

810
00:30:34,034 --> 00:30:36,101
Charlie and I, well,

811
00:30:36,103 --> 00:30:40,038
we've had nothing but terrible luck.

812
00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:42,808
You have an amazing career
and a beautiful son.

813
00:30:42,810 --> 00:30:44,109
How is that bad luck?

814
00:30:44,111 --> 00:30:45,610
[voice breaking] And I can't
be with the man that I love

815
00:30:45,612 --> 00:30:46,711
because we're cursed.

816
00:30:46,713 --> 00:30:49,147
You are not cursed.

817
00:30:49,149 --> 00:30:50,248
[sniffles]

818
00:30:50,250 --> 00:30:52,050
We make our own destiny.

819
00:30:54,020 --> 00:30:56,988
God, I hope so.

820
00:30:56,990 --> 00:30:58,790
[sniffles]

821
00:30:58,792 --> 00:31:02,294
And I'm gonna have another grandchild.

822
00:31:02,296 --> 00:31:05,163
Well, it looks like it.

823
00:31:05,165 --> 00:31:06,264
[laughs]

824
00:31:08,568 --> 00:31:12,871
You know, you were the only one of my babies

825
00:31:12,873 --> 00:31:15,073
that I didn't need a pregnancy test for.

826
00:31:15,075 --> 00:31:16,208
Really?

827
00:31:16,210 --> 00:31:18,310
Right from the beginning, I knew

828
00:31:18,312 --> 00:31:20,178
because you were giving me hell.

829
00:31:20,180 --> 00:31:21,746
Well...

830
00:31:21,748 --> 00:31:24,883
You had so much fight in you.

831
00:31:24,885 --> 00:31:26,251
You still do.

832
00:31:26,253 --> 00:31:29,254
♪

833
00:31:29,256 --> 00:31:31,156
I got it from somewhere.

834
00:31:31,158 --> 00:31:33,492
[sniffles]

835
00:31:33,494 --> 00:31:35,694
I'm dying, honey.

836
00:31:35,696 --> 00:31:38,830
Nothing's gonna change that.

837
00:31:38,832 --> 00:31:41,299
Faster, slower... what's the difference?

838
00:31:51,143 --> 00:31:53,345
[monitors beeping]

839
00:32:03,122 --> 00:32:04,990
You removed the ovary and stopped the bleed?

840
00:32:04,992 --> 00:32:06,124
Yes.

841
00:32:06,126 --> 00:32:08,193
Going after all of it...
that was a risky choice.

842
00:32:08,195 --> 00:32:09,895
It was the <i>right</i> choice.

843
00:32:09,897 --> 00:32:11,796
I know.

844
00:32:13,432 --> 00:32:15,100
My family's here.
I'll go talk them through it.

845
00:32:15,102 --> 00:32:16,535
Okay. I'll be right out.

846
00:32:21,474 --> 00:32:23,575
Billy: That still happens

847
00:32:23,577 --> 00:32:25,677
even when
you're a grown-up doctor?

848
00:32:25,679 --> 00:32:27,279
I guess it does today.

849
00:32:33,152 --> 00:32:35,287
Okay, now you're just messing with me.

850
00:32:35,289 --> 00:32:38,056
Oh, lighten up a little, buttercup.

851
00:32:38,058 --> 00:32:39,424
Your wife wind you up like that?

852
00:32:39,426 --> 00:32:42,394
Girlfriend. And no, actually.

853
00:32:42,396 --> 00:32:43,728
[sighs]

854
00:32:43,730 --> 00:32:44,863
How long were you married?

855
00:32:44,865 --> 00:32:47,732
56 wonderful years.

856
00:32:47,734 --> 00:32:50,302
She was working in a flower shop
when I met her.

857
00:32:50,304 --> 00:32:51,770
Swept me right off my feet.

858
00:32:51,772 --> 00:32:53,538
That's beautiful.

859
00:32:53,540 --> 00:32:55,407
My girlfriend at the time didn't think so.

860
00:32:55,409 --> 00:32:56,808
[laughs] They never do.

861
00:32:56,810 --> 00:32:58,376
I have Mr. Jennings' results.

862
00:32:58,378 --> 00:32:59,611
Well, tick-tock.

863
00:32:59,613 --> 00:33:02,080
I may make happy hour
at The Belladonna after all.

864
00:33:02,082 --> 00:33:05,350
Early stage Alcoholic Cardiomyopathy.

865
00:33:05,352 --> 00:33:06,952
The barrage of drugs and alcohol

866
00:33:06,954 --> 00:33:08,253
have caused the vessels in your heart

867
00:33:08,255 --> 00:33:09,921
to swell and harden.

868
00:33:09,923 --> 00:33:11,723
Your heart's strangling itself, Wilfred.

869
00:33:11,725 --> 00:33:13,858
We're gonna have to admit you, monitor you.

870
00:33:13,860 --> 00:33:14,926
We'll give you medication.

871
00:33:14,928 --> 00:33:17,295
Oh, I will take that under advisement.

872
00:33:17,297 --> 00:33:18,964
But, uh, for now, if you'll excuse me,

873
00:33:18,966 --> 00:33:20,732
I have a pitcher of mojitos waiting.

874
00:33:20,734 --> 00:33:23,969
Wilfred, you're an idiot.

875
00:33:23,971 --> 00:33:25,870
And if Priscilla were here,
she'd say the same thing.

876
00:33:25,872 --> 00:33:27,305
You didn't know her.

877
00:33:27,307 --> 00:33:29,474
She'd be okay with you
killing yourself by drinking

878
00:33:29,476 --> 00:33:30,742
just to prove that you loved her?

879
00:33:30,744 --> 00:33:33,812
What you know about love
couldn't fill a shot glass.

880
00:33:33,814 --> 00:33:35,447
Oh, cut the crap!

881
00:33:35,449 --> 00:33:37,849
What would Priscilla want?

882
00:33:37,851 --> 00:33:39,551
[sighs] Her garden.

883
00:33:39,553 --> 00:33:41,786
She'd want me to look after her garden.

884
00:33:42,673 --> 00:33:43,773
And how's it doing now?

885
00:33:43,775 --> 00:33:45,575
It looks like a dog's ass.

886
00:33:45,576 --> 00:33:46,642
I hate gardening.

887
00:33:46,644 --> 00:33:47,977
And I hate salsa dancing,

888
00:33:47,979 --> 00:33:49,812
but you got to do what you got to do.

889
00:33:49,814 --> 00:33:52,181
[book thuds]

890
00:33:52,183 --> 00:33:55,551
Oh, uh... hey, Serena.

891
00:33:55,553 --> 00:33:59,188
So, I thought about what
you said, about the chiefship,

892
00:33:59,190 --> 00:34:00,656
how you think I should step down.

893
00:34:00,658 --> 00:34:02,091
No, I-I didn't say that.

894
00:34:02,093 --> 00:34:04,393
I just asked you
if you were considering it.

895
00:34:04,395 --> 00:34:07,263
Oh. Well, I'm not.

896
00:34:07,265 --> 00:34:09,865
I just got started, and I know
I can make this hospital

897
00:34:09,867 --> 00:34:11,467
a better place while I'm here.

898
00:34:11,469 --> 00:34:14,470
That's good because based
on Dawn's recommendation,

899
00:34:14,472 --> 00:34:17,006
I've decided to make you
permanent Chief Resident.

900
00:34:17,008 --> 00:34:19,108
Congratulations.

901
00:34:19,110 --> 00:34:20,476
Wow.

902
00:34:20,478 --> 00:34:21,510
That was easy.

903
00:34:21,512 --> 00:34:22,711
No, not easy.

904
00:34:22,713 --> 00:34:24,013
You just went from one
impossible job to two.

905
00:34:24,015 --> 00:34:26,315
Cross.

906
00:34:26,317 --> 00:34:27,116
Randall: Kapow.

907
00:34:28,084 --> 00:34:30,252
Charlie, it's happening.

908
00:34:30,254 --> 00:34:32,021
♪

909
00:34:33,623 --> 00:34:35,024
Dr. Harris, are you all right?

910
00:34:36,426 --> 00:34:37,760
Yeah. I...

911
00:34:37,762 --> 00:34:41,263
I just had that feeling like, uh...

912
00:34:41,265 --> 00:34:43,332
- someone walked on my grave.
- Ooh.

913
00:34:43,334 --> 00:34:45,834
Actually, that's a subconscious
release of adrenaline.

914
00:34:45,836 --> 00:34:46,902
Like a reaction to temperature

915
00:34:46,904 --> 00:34:48,237
or an emotional response to memory.

916
00:34:49,673 --> 00:34:51,707
You must clean up
on trivia night, Dr. O'Toole.

917
00:34:53,376 --> 00:34:55,244
Something's coming for me.

918
00:34:55,246 --> 00:34:57,179
I can feel it.

919
00:34:57,181 --> 00:34:58,681
[monitors beeping rapidly]
Whoa. We have a problem.

920
00:34:58,683 --> 00:35:00,249
The craniotomy site's bleeding.

921
00:35:00,251 --> 00:35:02,051
Okay, his pressure must have dislodged

922
00:35:02,053 --> 00:35:03,152
a clot in the arterial vessel.

923
00:35:03,154 --> 00:35:04,286
Page Dr. Hamza.

924
00:35:04,288 --> 00:35:06,855
- Okay, I need sponges.
- He's tachycardic.

925
00:35:06,857 --> 00:35:09,124
You know, I've been ferryman for so long,

926
00:35:09,126 --> 00:35:11,160
showing people to the other side.

927
00:35:11,162 --> 00:35:12,227
It's finally my turn to take the trip.

928
00:35:12,229 --> 00:35:13,629
Roxy, push more fluids.

929
00:35:13,631 --> 00:35:14,964
Hey!

930
00:35:14,966 --> 00:35:17,633
Buddy, you remember you can't
handle this on your own, okay?

931
00:35:17,635 --> 00:35:19,602
You need a link to the living.

932
00:35:19,604 --> 00:35:20,936
Stay with us, Randall.

933
00:35:20,938 --> 00:35:22,104
Thank you for caring.

934
00:35:23,740 --> 00:35:25,307
It helps a lot, my friend.

935
00:35:25,309 --> 00:35:26,742
[sighs]

936
00:35:26,744 --> 00:35:28,711
I'll see you on the other side, Charlie.

937
00:35:29,980 --> 00:35:33,115
[flatline]

938
00:35:41,725 --> 00:35:43,759
[sighs]

939
00:35:54,938 --> 00:35:57,373
[birds chirping]

940
00:36:01,778 --> 00:36:03,812
[horse snorts]

941
00:36:05,782 --> 00:36:07,483
[horse whinnies]

942
00:36:07,485 --> 00:36:10,519
[soft music plays]

943
00:36:22,132 --> 00:36:23,532
You kept it.

944
00:36:26,336 --> 00:36:28,337
[music ends]

945
00:36:28,339 --> 00:36:30,039
Anyway, I've been thinking.

946
00:36:30,041 --> 00:36:32,441
If...

947
00:36:32,443 --> 00:36:34,743
If it's what you really want...

948
00:36:37,580 --> 00:36:40,282
When the time comes, I will help you.

949
00:36:45,522 --> 00:36:47,122
Mom?

950
00:36:50,026 --> 00:36:51,160
Mom.

951
00:36:54,397 --> 00:36:57,332
Mom? Mom?

952
00:36:57,334 --> 00:36:59,835
[bottle clacks]

953
00:36:59,837 --> 00:37:00,869
Oh, my God.

954
00:37:00,871 --> 00:37:03,005
What... What have you done?

955
00:37:04,174 --> 00:37:05,908
[sighs]

956
00:37:07,510 --> 00:37:11,280
[ringing] Mother!

957
00:37:11,282 --> 00:37:12,981
Dispatcher: 911, what's your emergency?

958
00:37:12,983 --> 00:37:16,185
I have an opiate overdose at 9947 12th Line.

959
00:37:16,187 --> 00:37:17,986
I need an ambulance now.

960
00:37:17,988 --> 00:37:19,021
Come on, mama.

961
00:37:19,023 --> 00:37:22,091
Stay with me here!

962
00:37:22,093 --> 00:37:24,093
Please don't leave me.

963
00:37:26,663 --> 00:37:29,298
[cries]

964
00:37:29,300 --> 00:37:31,700
♪

965
00:37:34,459 --> 00:37:37,806
♪ I hear the sound ♪

966
00:37:37,808 --> 00:37:41,176
♪ Echoes beneath ♪

967
00:37:41,178 --> 00:37:44,980
♪ Angels and skylines meet ♪

968
00:37:48,885 --> 00:37:52,821
♪ And I'm straining to reach ♪

969
00:37:52,823 --> 00:37:56,592
♪ The light on the surface ♪
[engine starts]

970
00:37:56,594 --> 00:38:01,130
♪ Light on the other side ♪

971
00:38:02,699 --> 00:38:06,068
♪ I feel the pages turning ♪

972
00:38:06,070 --> 00:38:09,972
♪ I see the candle ♪
♪ burning down ♪

973
00:38:09,974 --> 00:38:11,540
♪ Before my eyes ♪

974
00:38:11,542 --> 00:38:12,608
[sniffles]

975
00:38:12,610 --> 00:38:16,917
♪ Before my wild eyes ♪

976
00:38:17,050 --> 00:38:18,850
Hey, Alex. It's me.

977
00:38:18,852 --> 00:38:21,219
Uh, I've been wanting to talk.

978
00:38:21,221 --> 00:38:25,457
Something came up.
A job, actually, back home.

979
00:38:25,460 --> 00:38:28,594
♪ Finally breathe ♪

980
00:38:28,596 --> 00:38:31,864
Uh, I wanted to connect, but, uh...

981
00:38:31,866 --> 00:38:34,834
it seems that we can't connect.

982
00:38:34,836 --> 00:38:36,869
Maybe it's a sign. [chuckles]

983
00:38:36,871 --> 00:38:40,339
Uh, you know, maybe in another life,

984
00:38:40,341 --> 00:38:44,377
there's nothing messing us up
and nothing getting in the way

985
00:38:44,379 --> 00:38:47,713
of us giving this thing a chance, but, uh...

986
00:38:47,715 --> 00:38:49,382
doesn't look like it's this one.

987
00:38:49,384 --> 00:38:51,484
♪ Breathe ♪

988
00:38:51,486 --> 00:38:53,419
Listen, I-I really hope that you find

989
00:38:53,421 --> 00:38:55,588
whatever makes you happy, and, uh...

990
00:38:55,590 --> 00:38:57,056
♪ Breathe ♪

991
00:38:57,058 --> 00:38:58,524
Good luck with everything.

992
00:38:58,526 --> 00:38:59,892
♪ I feel the pages turning ♪

993
00:38:59,894 --> 00:39:04,130
Goodbye, Alex Reid.

994
00:39:04,132 --> 00:39:07,300
♪ Before my eyes ♪

995
00:39:07,302 --> 00:39:11,504
♪ Before my wild eyes ♪

996
00:39:11,506 --> 00:39:15,274
♪ And I feel you holding me ♪

997
00:39:15,276 --> 00:39:18,644
♪ Tighter, I cannot see ♪

998
00:39:18,646 --> 00:39:23,015
♪ When will we finally ♪

999
00:39:23,017 --> 00:39:27,820
♪ Breathe ♪

1000
00:39:29,823 --> 00:39:33,726
♪ Breathe ♪

1001
00:39:33,728 --> 00:39:35,394
♪ Breathe ♪

1002
00:39:35,396 --> 00:39:36,829
[laughs]

1003
00:39:36,831 --> 00:39:39,031
♪ Breathe ♪

1004
00:39:41,134 --> 00:39:43,870
We'll resume chemo
as soon as she's strong enough,

1005
00:39:43,872 --> 00:39:45,671
but right now, I want her to focus on rest

1006
00:39:45,673 --> 00:39:47,506
and getting her strength up.

1007
00:39:47,508 --> 00:39:48,841
Okay.

1008
00:39:50,611 --> 00:39:51,677
Thank you.

1009
00:39:51,679 --> 00:39:52,812
Yeah.

1010
00:39:54,748 --> 00:39:56,115
[sighs]

1011
00:39:56,117 --> 00:39:59,752
Well, I should go.

1012
00:39:59,754 --> 00:40:01,854
Really?

1013
00:40:01,856 --> 00:40:03,322
After everything that's happened today,

1014
00:40:03,324 --> 00:40:04,991
your family just doesn't want you here?

1015
00:40:04,993 --> 00:40:08,027
You know what, they'll come
around or they wont,

1016
00:40:08,029 --> 00:40:11,430
but I'm done trying
to make it easy for them.

1017
00:40:11,432 --> 00:40:15,768
You seem so... different. [chuckles]

1018
00:40:16,970 --> 00:40:18,704
I am.

1019
00:40:18,706 --> 00:40:22,808
Israel was... a lot of things.

1020
00:40:25,712 --> 00:40:26,979
Are you here for long?

1021
00:40:26,981 --> 00:40:29,682
Do you want to get together,
have dinner, or... ?

1022
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:35,721
Hey, there's something I need to tell you.

1023
00:40:35,723 --> 00:40:39,125
I thought it could wait, but... it can't,

1024
00:40:39,127 --> 00:40:42,128
so, uh, just listen.

1025
00:40:42,130 --> 00:40:44,196
Okay.

1026
00:40:44,198 --> 00:40:46,499
Um...

1027
00:40:46,501 --> 00:40:48,401
[chuckles]

1028
00:40:48,403 --> 00:40:51,804
When I was in Israel,

1029
00:40:51,806 --> 00:40:54,941
I thought about you every day.

1030
00:40:57,244 --> 00:40:59,679
I thought about you, too.

1031
00:41:03,417 --> 00:41:07,253
[in The City's "When I Look Back" plays]

1032
00:41:07,255 --> 00:41:10,957
I want to find out if we can be something.

1033
00:41:12,693 --> 00:41:15,194
I just need to know if you do, too.

1034
00:41:15,196 --> 00:41:18,197
♪ Meet me where the sun sets ♪

1035
00:41:18,199 --> 00:41:21,701
♪ Golden days I won't forget ♪

1036
00:41:21,703 --> 00:41:25,738
♪ Lights will hold you ♪
♪ as you rest ♪

1037
00:41:27,808 --> 00:41:31,310
♪ Meet me where the road ends ♪

1038
00:41:31,312 --> 00:41:34,313
♪ Lost out here ♪
♪ without my friend ♪

1039
00:41:34,315 --> 00:41:38,517
♪ A heart that only ♪
♪ you can mend ♪

1040
00:41:43,790 --> 00:41:45,825
[keys thud]

1041
00:41:59,072 --> 00:42:00,940
Is she here?

1042
00:42:06,913 --> 00:42:08,280
Yeah.

1043
00:42:13,353 --> 00:42:15,721
Will you tell her that I love her?

1044
00:42:23,163 --> 00:42:24,830
She knows, Alex.

1045
00:42:24,832 --> 00:42:26,866
[cries]

1046
00:42:34,841 --> 00:42:36,842
She knows.

1047
00:42:36,844 --> 00:42:39,845
♪

1048
00:42:40,667 --> 00:42:44,195
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